realistic

close ur eyes its so dark..u opn zm.its stil dark..
u luk bak its stil so dark..u luk fwd its even darker..
who wil bring z light?z warmth?or z slightest hope?

Sayin

You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it

My heart bleeds no more since turning to stone

truth..

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime

jaagi jaagi soyi na mein sari raat tere liye..just 4 u..
bheegi bheegi palkein meri udhaas tere liye..just 4 u..
ankhiyan beechadi maine tere liye....just 4 u..
duniya bhoulayi maine tere liye..just 4 u..
janaate sajaayi maine tere liye..just 4 u..
chor di khhudayi maine tere liye..just 4 u..

y god give pain 2 lovers??bkoz ze 4gt god wn falling in luv..
y god give tears wn u fall in love??bkoz u gave ur life 2 sm1 els..
y god gives u hell?bkoz u made ur heaven for sm1 els..
y god made destiny??bkoz u started livin 4 sm1 els..
y god take ur sleep away wn u fall in love?bkoz u doing wrong 2 urself..
zn y u realisee u in luv? may be god wna u be miserable..koz u 4gt him..by loving sm1 else..

karmas..

my deeds..were neva perfec bt stil nt wrong..
natural laws of causation..zes r z reasons??
or being right minded alwez brings u on bad side of life?
God does not make one suffer for no reason nor does He make one happy for no reason. God is very fair and gives you exactly what you deserve.
so pain n suffering is part of me n my life bkoz i deserve it for a or some reasons..
who wil tell me the reasons..
may b deep within me i shud search..so??wer i start..cn any1 help?

life

wts z concpt of life?? does it means 2 just b alwz in grief pains n sorrows..
does it make uu realsie the imporatnca of hapiness?
or does it make u undstand destiny exist..
u cnt fite..u dnt av 2 fite koz u cnt get wts nt in ur reach..
n wts z use of livin if uv known despite strugglin nothin will b achievd??
zt ur wishes wnt eva be exausted..neiza wil ur will 2 lead ur life nor z power for u to bliv in future be enuf to build alredi broken drims..

loving u is just all bt u..
loving u is nth  only u
loving u is not going away from me
loving you is taking me away from me
that's what keeping me waiting...

waiting..

i'm waiting for each second go by
  so that i know my life's continuin
i'm waiting for each moment to come
  to realise it's true..
i'm waiting for you
  to come back as mine
i'm waiting for each
  torn dreams to mend
i'm waiting for each pain of mine
  to turn into hapiness
i'm still waiting for you...

nothing..

u left me lifeless
waiting for nothing
lying motionless
staring at nothing
what was suppose be something definite..
something made for..
it's broken
may be that is how u realise the true meaning of nothing..

pain..

m really wish my heart will burst n explode someday..
then whatever pain comes my way
       whatever hurt is inflicted
nothing will be felt
nothing will change...

...

m wna b nx 2 u,cloz 2 u..zt m can feel u, feel u breathin, feel ur presence..n wna touch u,2 know u r by my side, 2 know im not dreaming..

u are ze 1

u r ze 1 who brin life into me
ze 1 who bring smile on my lips
ze 1 who comes on my mind every morning
ze 1 who makes me dream every nite
ze 1 who makes my day
ze 1 who knows me
ze 1 i can fight the world for
ze 1 who stole my everything
ze 1 who gave me love
u r ze 1 i love
n i will alwez do...i love you

...

sm1 said:

open ur heart n let the rays n peace of luv in..accept m luv as z rays of sunlight 2 illuminate ur lyf 4eva..

if these can only be true...

betrayal

...too live a world of dreams

   then to have it turn into nightmare

...to always be happy

   to then be forever sad

...to value time

   then to want end it

...to feel desired

   then to be an example of griefs

...to be somebody

   then to be nobody

...to believe in struggling

   then to be lost of everything

...to realise these things does not take long

   as soon you know u have been betrayed

   as soon as you know nothing will hold any meaning

   as soon as you feel there's nothing more to do..