Hw it is
Hw is evryth
Wats hapenin
Does i cme in z thots
Am i stil in z heart
Wat hapned to us
Is it stil so?
Hw wil i cnvince mslf
Hw b in peace
Hw b fine

Wen u r hurt again...
Wounds r deeper

I said no
But u said bliv
I asked y
U said us
I asked til wen
U said 4ever
I asked y again
U replied u
I asked wen
U ddnt reply
I asked wait
U ddnt reply
I asked walk tgza
U said no more

Thank u

Empty, left and no happiness;
You don't want to cry, what's the point? You feel like your heart is falling apart, but your life is going to fall apart too. You don't think it will ever end, like it feels impossible to stop loving them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why.
After a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief,but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You've spent so many nights laying awake in bed, and fear of rejection. After about a million tears have been cried, finally pull yourself back together and keep going. You look back on all of the hurt you had from this,and you realize it's horrible. You're still hurt but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. You just sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.

To luv is human
To drim is human
To care is human
To cherish is human
To build is human
To trust is human
To hold is human
To bliv is human
To frget isnt
To undo isnt
To let go isnt
To acpt isnt
To hate isnt
To curse isnt

Days r spent with a hope to hear frm u
Time flies and im stil waiting fr ur glimps
Sun goes down n my eyes stil yearn fr ur sight
Nite out of the window n im stil here waitin fr u
Sleep tuk a troll seeing u in my eyes
Moon smiles at me while reachin dawn,my wait stil nt over
Mrng again laugh at me finding me stil there

Helpless

Wat is zis feeling
Hw il live with it
U say u luv m
But nt tell u
U say u care
Bt i shudnt
U say u r rite wen im not
My luv is wrong?
My caring is wrong?
My waiting is useless?

How wil i live with this
Knowing u dnt care as u did
U dnt want b wv m
U dnt want m
U dnt miss m
U dnt mit m
U dnt dream of us
U dnt plan fr us
N stil u say u luv m

Only anger is present in u
Only distance between us
Only rejection frm u

Hw i long to see that smile
Hw i want see u happy
But im no more ur reason smile
Nth frm m makes u happy anymre

How wil i live with this deception
Z pain of losing u
Z pain of more knowin who u r
Iv lost my past koz it wasnt u
Iv lost my present koz im waitin
Iv lost my future koz u no more desire

Luv it wen read this 1

Love sucks when its only you
The one who gives until they are blue

You give your heart until it bleeds
They dont care at all about your needs

Love is powerful, love is strong
But if its only you, you feel so wrong

You think about them every minute of the day
They dont give a crap, they just want to play

My emotions are strong and true
It hurts like hell when its only you

I did the best I could to win her heart
She unleashed the pain and now it starts

It feels like a sword in my chest
This burning feeling is not the best

How am I supposed to handle all of this sorrow?
For me, will there even be a tomorrow?

What should I do? I want do die
I dont think I can look her in the eye

I think about her every minute of the day
This love I have will not go away.
Neither will the pain, I am sad to say

What is wrong with me? I'm a human being
Am I so ugly that I should never be seen?

What else can I do? I gave it my all
She loves someone else, so here is my fall

I was living on cloud nine and now Im back to earth
I wish I could go back to the time of my birth

I would tell myself, stay away from love
Love seems like its not from above

When you finally realize you are not loved
From down below is where it comes.

This burning torment inside my heart
Will never go away, it will never part

So here I am with a sword in my soul
Burning me like a flaming piece of coal

They say love is blind, they weren't lying
I fell for her, now I think about dying.

Nobody needs to pity me
I hope no one ever has to see

The pain and sorrow that is my hell
Through this poem I did tell

She broke my heart today after 2 years
So now I am typing through a bunch of tears

Indpendence

My independence day starts tday
Free frm evryth
Freedom frm all thots
Struggle still on

God punishes evry1 who mke sm1 cries
Evry1 who breaks sm1 else heart
Evry1 who break promises
Evry1 who played wv feelings
Evry1 who thot life is a joke
Evry1 who deliberately makes a heart grieves
Evry1 who leav sm1 hanging w/o knowin wats hapenin
Evry1 who destroy sm1 life
Evry1 who use sm1 else
But i dnt want god punish u
I dnt want god wrath on u for erring so much
My hands r already so full wv sorrows
Seein u in a bad state wont ease anyhh but just b more painful
So god pls aleviate z love 1 frm it
Fill my hands more wv his part of pain
Giv him my share of hapines

I use to fnk ppl r crazy to suicide
Hw cn sm1 nt want live
Wat pushed thm
Now iv learn y
Now i kno y
Now i feel y
Wen literally u cnt wait for nxt secnd cme
Wen time is so painful
Wen no single cell in u is empty to tke mre
Wen zers no part of u left to ache
Wen u no more kno if eyes r made see or to black out each minute
Wen ears no more hear anyth outside just z cntinous buzz in ur head
Wen ur mind stop reactin to evryth n thots r only abt askin reasons
Wen u forget breathe n suffocating z next second
Wen u no more know ur heart beating n kno its dead long time back

Ceiling is ur best frn

Y ppl bliv in promises they knew will b broken?
Y ppl bliv in evrythg they knew they shudnt ave frm the start?
Y ppl so stupid to bliv itslf?
Y ppl try wen they kno they wil never reach?
Y ppl r blind?
Y ppl say finkin wv heart is being true to urslf?
It never is.. Only mind knows wats rite..
Then..
This most unbearable distance

Dead

Mornings wer w/o dreams
Nites sleepless
No path seemed to be rite
No desire fluttered in my heart
Shadows were trailing evrywer
Tears here n there
Fear everywer
Nbdy died
But still evrythg was dead

Thn came
Z warmth to disapear tears
Z presence zat blot out fears
Z dreams made mornings bright
Z reasons to smile
Z hopes to thread paths
Z yearn to move on

But
All wer pretentious
All wer illusion
All wer phantasy
All wer painful
All wer blank
Left with grieves
Shattered to count z tears

Then...
I died again