I use to fnk ppl r crazy to suicide
Hw cn sm1 nt want live
Wat pushed thm
Now iv learn y
Now i kno y
Now i feel y
Wen literally u cnt wait for nxt secnd cme
Wen time is so painful
Wen no single cell in u is empty to tke mre
Wen zers no part of u left to ache
Wen u no more kno if eyes r made see or to black out each minute
Wen ears no more hear anyth outside just z cntinous buzz in ur head
Wen ur mind stop reactin to evryth n thots r only abt askin reasons
Wen u forget breathe n suffocating z next second
Wen u no more know ur heart beating n kno its dead long time back

Ceiling is ur best frn