Helpless

Wat is zis feeling
Hw il live with it
U say u luv m
But nt tell u
U say u care
Bt i shudnt
U say u r rite wen im not
My luv is wrong?
My caring is wrong?
My waiting is useless?

How wil i live with this
Knowing u dnt care as u did
U dnt want b wv m
U dnt want m
U dnt miss m
U dnt mit m
U dnt dream of us
U dnt plan fr us
N stil u say u luv m

Only anger is present in u
Only distance between us
Only rejection frm u

Hw i long to see that smile
Hw i want see u happy
But im no more ur reason smile
Nth frm m makes u happy anymre

How wil i live with this deception
Z pain of losing u
Z pain of more knowin who u r
Iv lost my past koz it wasnt u
Iv lost my present koz im waitin
Iv lost my future koz u no more desire